Under the full moon
a lone silver cloud,
edged like a razor, 
floats across the sky.
Within the shadows
I stand crouched low waiting.  
Whispering your name, 
salty hot tears now
trailing down my cheeks.
My sad memories are filled 
with bits of ugly truth. 
Shielding me from this –
I am your prisoner. 
 You are remorseless. 
As the needle permeates skin 
my trembling hands
pop the balloon. 
Sliding down heaven's dark rim
a sultry arousing passion
shatters me beyond repair.
You are there
watching me nod.